Hmm it's been a long time.
I don't usually stop posting on my blogs for months but this time it's different. I was...busy. Busy with personal things.
And yes right now I'm about to rant and let out drama from my system in 3...2...BEGIN!
I SO EFFIN' HATE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW.
I feel so stupid. Yes f*ckin' stupid for expecting too much. What's up with guys these days??? They are so... ugh!!!!
Well... anyways, life's so full of crap again. :|
Showing posts with label Damn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Damn. Show all posts
Monday, January 24, 2011
Sunday, October 10, 2010
DAMNED.
I was...disappointed.
Really. I feel so sad right now and damn hurt.
Although I did my best to change my mood, IT was still there. Hanging above me. Dang. What's my problem? HIM.
I almost died and all he could ask was how was I doing?! WTF moment. I waited for his text when everyone heard the news of my almost death.
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Anyways, I did level up with super high experience points! Who wouldn't when you just experienced a life-death situation? It wasn't healthy or good in any way but the rush and heart racing incident was sorta... something a bit between adventurous and fun. I know it sounds weird but being in a car crash (in my opinion) is very exciting. Weird, I know but using that experience, I was able to write a story and describe a car crash scene. Even my comatose state was helpful in my writing!
It was painful, of course. I have bruises all over my body. Thank God my face was unharmed and it didn't get any scratches or bruises. Thank the makers of seatbelt and air bag! Despite the pain, it was an exciting experience for me! Honestly.
Really. I feel so sad right now and damn hurt.
Although I did my best to change my mood, IT was still there. Hanging above me. Dang. What's my problem? HIM.
I almost died and all he could ask was how was I doing?! WTF moment. I waited for his text when everyone heard the news of my almost death.
--
Anyways, I did level up with super high experience points! Who wouldn't when you just experienced a life-death situation? It wasn't healthy or good in any way but the rush and heart racing incident was sorta... something a bit between adventurous and fun. I know it sounds weird but being in a car crash (in my opinion) is very exciting. Weird, I know but using that experience, I was able to write a story and describe a car crash scene. Even my comatose state was helpful in my writing!
It was painful, of course. I have bruises all over my body. Thank God my face was unharmed and it didn't get any scratches or bruises. Thank the makers of seatbelt and air bag! Despite the pain, it was an exciting experience for me! Honestly.
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