Hmm it's been a long time.
I don't usually stop posting on my blogs for months but this time it's different. I was...busy. Busy with personal things.
And yes right now I'm about to rant and let out drama from my system in 3...2...BEGIN!
I SO EFFIN' HATE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW.
I feel so stupid. Yes f*ckin' stupid for expecting too much. What's up with guys these days??? They are so... ugh!!!!
Well... anyways, life's so full of crap again. :|
Monday, January 24, 2011
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Raindrops Keep Falling
Rainy day.
November 10, 2010.
It was boring actually, no special events whatsoever. What's special today was my Mickey Mouse jacket I've been longing to buy since...well... I saw it. I really have some special eye for children stuff; cartoons and the like. My bedsheets are all cartoons: SpongeBob Squarepants, Batman, Yu-Gi-Oh, and I even have Barbie. Cool huh?
You can say I'm childish. I can't help it. Even in video games, I throw a fit when I can't play. I play a video game every single day. It's sorta a requirement for me to live my life normally although it seems not normal. :P
Hmm... I still have homework on Environmental Science and Panitikang Filipino. Uwaaa... time to start.
November 10, 2010.
It was boring actually, no special events whatsoever. What's special today was my Mickey Mouse jacket I've been longing to buy since...well... I saw it. I really have some special eye for children stuff; cartoons and the like. My bedsheets are all cartoons: SpongeBob Squarepants, Batman, Yu-Gi-Oh, and I even have Barbie. Cool huh?
You can say I'm childish. I can't help it. Even in video games, I throw a fit when I can't play. I play a video game every single day. It's sorta a requirement for me to live my life normally although it seems not normal. :P
Hmm... I still have homework on Environmental Science and Panitikang Filipino. Uwaaa... time to start.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
DAMNED.
I was...disappointed.
Really. I feel so sad right now and damn hurt.
Although I did my best to change my mood, IT was still there. Hanging above me. Dang. What's my problem? HIM.
I almost died and all he could ask was how was I doing?! WTF moment. I waited for his text when everyone heard the news of my almost death.
--
Anyways, I did level up with super high experience points! Who wouldn't when you just experienced a life-death situation? It wasn't healthy or good in any way but the rush and heart racing incident was sorta... something a bit between adventurous and fun. I know it sounds weird but being in a car crash (in my opinion) is very exciting. Weird, I know but using that experience, I was able to write a story and describe a car crash scene. Even my comatose state was helpful in my writing!
It was painful, of course. I have bruises all over my body. Thank God my face was unharmed and it didn't get any scratches or bruises. Thank the makers of seatbelt and air bag! Despite the pain, it was an exciting experience for me! Honestly.
Really. I feel so sad right now and damn hurt.
Although I did my best to change my mood, IT was still there. Hanging above me. Dang. What's my problem? HIM.
I almost died and all he could ask was how was I doing?! WTF moment. I waited for his text when everyone heard the news of my almost death.
--
Anyways, I did level up with super high experience points! Who wouldn't when you just experienced a life-death situation? It wasn't healthy or good in any way but the rush and heart racing incident was sorta... something a bit between adventurous and fun. I know it sounds weird but being in a car crash (in my opinion) is very exciting. Weird, I know but using that experience, I was able to write a story and describe a car crash scene. Even my comatose state was helpful in my writing!
It was painful, of course. I have bruises all over my body. Thank God my face was unharmed and it didn't get any scratches or bruises. Thank the makers of seatbelt and air bag! Despite the pain, it was an exciting experience for me! Honestly.
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Jump then Fall - Taylor Swift
Sobrang patama ang lyrics na ito sa akin. The lyrics is best for my situation right now!
I like the way you sound in the morning
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together
(chorus)
Every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you
Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
Honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted
I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me
(chorus)
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you
Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
We're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
I like the way I can't keep my focus
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together
(chorus)
Every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you
Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
Honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted
I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me
(chorus)
Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I'll shine for you
Whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile
Whoa oh I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me
Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall
Jump then fall baby
Jump then fall into me, into me
Every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
And every time you're here Baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me
Yeah
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall
The bottom's gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
The time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
But I'll hold you through the night until you smile
Whoa oh I need you baby
Don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me
Baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall
Jump then fall baby
Jump then fall into me, into me
Every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
And every time you're here Baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me
Yeah
Saturday, September 18, 2010
God is Indeed Great
Happy. ♥
I'm so happy!
Really, really, REALLY HAPPY.
I just found out something about my crush and it's also somewhat a sign I've been asking from God for a few weeks now. I couldn't stop smiling. I felt like floating that moment. Hahahaha! It feels so weird.
A sign I've been eagerly waiting for came from the one who makes my heart beat faster and skip a beat at the same time. Double purpose sign? I hope so. ♥
I'm so happy!
Really, really, REALLY HAPPY.
I just found out something about my crush and it's also somewhat a sign I've been asking from God for a few weeks now. I couldn't stop smiling. I felt like floating that moment. Hahahaha! It feels so weird.
A sign I've been eagerly waiting for came from the one who makes my heart beat faster and skip a beat at the same time. Double purpose sign? I hope so. ♥
Thursday, September 16, 2010
It's Been Forever
God.
I kept on deleting my blogs and making new ones.
I seem be unsatisfied with my posts. TOO MUCH RANTING AND COMPLAINING.
WERGH.
Well anyways, welcome to my new blog!
New blog means: new life, laughter, heartbreaks, friends, love, thoughts, rants, complaints, problems, randoms, and probably a new me.
JA~
I kept on deleting my blogs and making new ones.
I seem be unsatisfied with my posts. TOO MUCH RANTING AND COMPLAINING.
WERGH.
Well anyways, welcome to my new blog!
New blog means: new life, laughter, heartbreaks, friends, love, thoughts, rants, complaints, problems, randoms, and probably a new me.
JA~
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